Winterberry

Winterberry

Tuesday, March 31, 2015

LESSONS FROM A SUBSTITUTE TEACHER

I am…
               Acting substitute
               Filling a gap
               A temporary lack.

Someone is missing
                The glue holding it together.
                 The authority of one who knows.

I am set up-
                 Tossed blind
                  Into a strange pond.
                  I don't know the rules.

The children play me.

I know.
                   I have lots of life
                   under my belt…
                   Greyed hairs
                    Sagging breasts
                    Lines around my eyes.


I'm worn out-
                  Worn thin by lies
                   by my own faithful waiting
                   For those who, otherwise
                   have better things to do.

Acting as substitute teaches me-
                   There are no worthy substitutes
                    for the real thing…
                    And only I myself
                    my song, can sing.



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